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  <title>The Loneliness of the Long Distance Solitaire Player</title>
  <subtitle>alxtjade</subtitle>
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    <name>alxtjade</name>
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    <title>Interests (or lack thereof)</title>
    <published>2017-04-23T02:45:58Z</published>
    <updated>2017-04-23T02:45:58Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">Once upon a time I used to have interests in life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Things that I did, that I followed, that I pursued.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Somewhere along the way I seem to have lost all energy to even care. Like I lost my own footsteps to follow.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Model building, aviation, flying, the Kennedy assassination.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Photography (I used to have a full color darkroom and do my own processing/printing, framing.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All I do now is work. And sleep.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The closest I come to a great joy is to be in bed, under the covers and asleep. Hell, it's sad when the only thing you want in bed is sleep. :(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At the end of the day, all I am is drained - drained of energy and life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Do I even have a life left?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I need to get my life back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I want my life back.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=alxtjade&amp;ditemid=3279" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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